AHHH HELP HELP ME AAAH! IM REALLY TIRED RIGHT NOW I GOT UP TOO EARLY AND CANT GO BACK TO BED BECAUSE I HAVE SOMETHING TO GET TO IN ABOUT 2 HOURS AND IM THE KIDNA GUY WHO WOULD WAY OVERSLEEP THAT. YEAH. SO IM HERE AGAIN SINCE ITS A THURSDAY AND NOT JUST ANY THURSDAY ITS THE LAST OF THIS MONTH THURSDAY! WOW! AND THEN ITS PRIDE MONTH! WOW!!! IM EXCITED.


SO WHATS BEEN GOING ON THIS PAST WEEK UMM. . . NOT MUCH REALLY. MOST INTERESTING THINGS IVE BEEN DOING ARE PLAYING MINECRAFT AND READING IDW (WHICH ILL GET TO AS USUAL IN A MOMENT) ITS JUST A KINDA “BUSINESS AS USUAL” WEEK REALLY. SOMETIMES YOU GOTTA HAVE A BORING ASS WEEK I SUPPOSE. I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING NICE THOUGH.


I FINALLY PUT MY TV IN MY ROOM! ITS AN OLD TV, IT WAS THE ONE WE HAD IN THE LIVING ROOM BUT MY MUM BOUGHT A REPLACEMENT AND GAVE ME THE OLD ONE. SO RECENTLY WHEN ITS BEEN NIGHT TIME IVE PUT STUFF ON IT WHILE I DO OTHER THINGS. MAINLY YOUTUBE VIDEOS OR MUSIC, I CAN HOOK IT UP TO MY LAPTOP WITH MY SWITCHS HDMI CABLE EASY AND DO WHATEVER AND THATS BEEN PRETTY DAMN NICE YEAH. YOUTUBE IS A NICE BACKGROUND NOISE TO SLEEP TO AS WELL, I DONT PAY MUCH ATTENTION TO WHATS BEING SAID BUT THE SOUND OF PEOPLE TALKING THROUGH IT IS NICE. IVE BEEN HAVING FUN PUTTING FIGURES THAT I OWN BACK UP ON DISPLAY TOO AND I CANT WAIT TO ADD SOME NEW TRANSFORMER FIGURES TO THE BUNCH AS WELL, NEXT WEEK IM BEING GIVEN BACK MY CHRISTMAS MONEY WE HAD TO USE ELSEWHERE AND IM GONNA GET A FEW MORE TFS WITH IT, CURRENTLY THINKING DRIFT, RATCHET AND PERCEPTOR IF THEYRE ALL STILL IN STOCK ON THE SITES IM LOOKING AT FOR THEM WHEN THE TIME COMES. CURRENTLY MY DISPLAY HAS MY MDLX RODIMUS, METTATON EX, EEVEE AND WEAVILE SITTING CUTIES PLUSHIES, SOLGALEO AND ZEKROM.


WELL ENOUGH ABOUT THAT, LETS GO ONTO IDW SINCE I WANT TO TALK MORE ABOUT IT. I THINK I MADE A DECENT HEADWAYS ON IT RECENTLY! I JUST FINISHED LAST STAND OF THE WRECKERS YESTERDAY AND MAN THAT MIGHT BE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE PARTS IVE READ SO FAR. UNFORTUNATELY FOR MANY I KNOW I ACTUALLY QUITE LIKE JROS WRITING EVEN IF HE COULDVE HANDLED SOME STUFF WAY BETTER THAN HE ENDED UP DOING. IT WAS GENUINELY CRAZY MAN, IT REALLY TURNED THE SERIES UP IN TERMS OF FUCKED UP STUFF (THOUGH IM STILL KINDA LOSING IT OVER HUNTER, WHO IVE LEARNED DID IN FACT DIE IN THE ENDING OF ALL HAIL MEGATRON. THAT STILL KINDA STICKS WITH ME THE WAY THEY DEPICTED HIM AND HOW HE DIED.) LSOTW WAS JUST SUPER GOOD, I LIKE HOW INTENSE IT COMES ACROSS AT ALL TIMES REALLY, WHICH I GUESS FITS THE CHARACTERS ITS ABOUT LOL. ITS ALSO SUPER HEAVY ON THE ROBOT GORE THOUGH IF THATS WORTH MENTIONING. IM SUPER EXCITED TO READ MORE OF THIS, BUT ALSO IM NERVOUS ABOUT FINISHING IT. I SEE IM GETTING CLOSER TO THE END OF THE STORY AND IM ALREADY FEELIN PRETTY SAD ABOUT THAT.


MM WAHT ELSE CAN I TALK ABOUT HERE. WELL AFTER THIS NEXT MONTH COMING UP ITS ARTFIGHT AGAIN, IM REALLY EXCITED FOR ANOTHER YEAR OF THAT! I WONDER IF ILL FINALLY BE ON THE WINNING TEAM OR NOT. FINALLY GOT AROUND TO TAKING PART FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS AND EVERYTIME IVE BEEN ON THE LOSING SIDE. . . LOL. I DONT MIND TOO MUCH THOUGH, THE POINT OF IT FOR ME IS REALLY JUST THE CHANCE TO DRAW AS MANY COOL OCS AS I CAN OR GET AN EXCUSE TO DRAW FANART FOR ARTISTS I LIKE SINCE I FEEL WEIRD DOING SO OUTTA NOWHERE. . . IM GONNA DRAW A FEW TRANSFORMERS OCS THIS YEAR AS WELL AS DO ONE PIECE WITH A BACKGROUND SINCE IVE BEEN GETTING MORE CONFIDENT IN RECENT TIMES WITH PUTTING THOSE IN. IM REALLY EXCITED FOR IT, I CANT WAIT TO FIND OUT WHAT THE THEME IS. IF YOURE READING AT THIS POINT AND THINKING “WHAT IS TRAVIS DIGITALCATS ARTFIGHT, THEN?” WELL YOU CAN SIMPLY FIND IT ON THE MAIN PAGE WITH ALL MY OTHER OFF SITE LINKS! ILL DEFINITELY UPDATE IN THE FUTURE WHAT TEAM ILL BE ON AND OTHER INFO ON MY ARTFIGHT STUFF AS THOSE THINGS COME UP. IM REALLY EXCITED!


THATS PROBABLY ABOUT IT NOW FOR THIS, I REALLY HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO WRITE FOR THIS WEEKS ENTRY. SO LETS GO ONTO JUNE TOGETHER AND BE EXTRA GAY AND TRANSGENDER SINCE THATS WHAT JUNE IS ALL ABOUT. I WILL SEE YOU IN THE JUNE TAB NEXT THURSDAY. SO LONG YOU WEIRDO.

TRAVIS, YOUR EPIC WEBMASTER

ITS THURSDAY WHICH MEANS IM BACK ON HERE AGAIN WRITING STUFF ABOUT MY LIFE AGAIN. UMMM NOT MUCH TO TALK ABOUT THIS TIME I DONT THINK. THE WEEKS BEEN A TAD SLOW!


LAST WEEK I SAID I WAS CELEBRATING MY MUMS BIRTHDAY EARLY WITH DRINKS AND TAKEOUT, WHICH WE DID DO! I KINDA MESSED UP THOUGH. I DRANK A LITTLE TOO MUCH AND UHGG IF I GOT SOMETHING TO SAY ITS THAT DO NOT LET YOURSELF GET A HANGOVER. WHAT A SHIT DAY THE DAY AFTER WAS. NEVER FELT THAT DIZZY IN ALL MY LIFE. JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES ME ALL NAUSEOUS AGAIN EUGH. ITS ALL FINE NOW THOUGH. WILL BE DRINKING MUCH LESS IN THE FUTURE FROM NOW. OTHER THAN THAT IT WAS A GOOD NIGHT. ALL I CAN REMEMBER WAS LAUGHING A BUNCH AND MY FRIEND SHOWING ME THE LANGOLIERS MOVIE AND ME FEELING UTTERLY INSANE SEEING THE BAD CGI.


HRMM IN OTHER NEWS. MY FLAME TOYS RODIMUS FIGURE SHIPPED OUT FINALLY, HE RELEASED A COUPLE DAYS AGO AND I GOT THE EMAIL TODAY THAT HES BEEN SHIPPED. IM GONNA WATCH THE TRACKING CLOSE AS HELL TILL HE COMES, IM REAL EXCITED TO GET HIM. IM KINDA WANTING TO START COLLECTING TRANSFORMERS FIGURES AS A WHOLE TO BE HONEST. IF I DO I MIGHT ADD A SECTION TO MY SITE OF ALL THE GUYS I GET, SEEN THAT ON OTHER SITES AND IT SEEMS FUN. I ALREADY COLLECT POKEMON PLUSHIES BUT THIS SEEMS FUN ITSELF.


STILL READING IDW TRANSFORMERS. IM IN THE MIDDLE OF ALL HAIL MEGATRON RIGHT NOW, THING IM STARTING TO NOTICE, AND IM PREDICTING THIS IS GOING TO BE A THING FOR THE ENTIRE SERIES SINCE MTMTE HAD ME DOING IT ALL THE TIME, IS AS IT CONTINUES ON IT BECOMES A QUICK SLOPE OF SO MANY THINGS MAKING ME YELL (THIS IS A GOOD THING. IF IT ISNT EXCITING LIKE THAT I DONT WANT IT.) THE PART WITH HUNTER BEING TAKEN BY THE CONS AND USED FOR MORE FUCKED UP SHIT WAS CRAZY AS HELL. AND SEEING THE START OF THUNDERCRACKER TURNING INTO WHATEVER HE DOES (MY AWARENESS OF WHAT HIS CHARACTER ARC IN IDW IS IS UHHH. . .SPOTTY AT BEST) HAS ME PRETTY HYPED. SEEING KINDA THE BEGGINING OF RODIMUS AND DRIFTS FRIENDSHIP IS EXCITING TO ME TOO SINCE THEYRE 2 OF MY TOP FAVOURITES FROM MTMTE. AND ALL THAT SHIT OF PERCEPTOR BEING BADASS IS FUCKIN AWESOME IM CRAZY AND HOMOSEXUAL RN. I KNOW SUNSTREAKER ISNT TECHNICALLY DEAD BUT HE HASNT COME BACK YET SO FAR, THE WHOLE MIRAGE GETTING BEATEN UP FOR WHAT HE DID IS LIKE FUCK YOU MAN BRO DIDNT DESERVE ALL OF THAT. BUT THATS KINDA WHERE IVE GOTTEN TO SO FAR, IT FEELS LIKE ITS GETTING ESPECIALLY GOOD HERE.


SO LATELY IVE NOT BEEN DOING MUCH AT ALL. ITS BEEN DIFFICULT I GUESS. TURNS OUT THE WEATHER WAS REALLY LARGELY RESPONSIBLE! MORE THAN I THOUGHT AT LEAST. YESTERDAY AND TODAY WERE MUCH COOLER, NO CRAZY SUNLIGHT AND A LOT OF RAIN. AND I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. MY OCD IS STILL PRETTY MESSY BUT ITS NOT AS INTENSE THE PAST 2 DAYS. MY BRAIN FEELS A LOT LESS FOGGY AND IM FINDING IM A LITTLE HUNGRIER AND CAN SLEEP BETTER. THE HEAT AND LIGHT IS JUST. . SO BAD FOR ME HONESTLY. SENSORY NIGHTMARE. I USUALLY HATE WHERE I LIVE FOR MOSTLY POLITICAL REASONINGS, BUT MAYBE IT CAN HAVE JUST ONE WIN ON THAT WE’RE MORE LIKELY TO GET THIS COOL WET WEATHER. OTHER PEOPLE MIGHT COMPLAIN ABOUT THAT ASPECT BUT. . . I NEED THAT SHIT. CLOUDY AND RAINY DAYS ARE WHAT I THRIVE IN. HOPEFULLY ITS GONNA BE LIKE THIS A LITTLE WHILE LONGER, I DUNNO IF I CAN SURVIVE ANOTHER SUNNY ONSLAUGHT.


UHH. . HMM. . . THAT MIGHT BE IT FOR THIS WEEK. SO YEAH NOT MUCH, JUST ME DYING OF TOO MUCH SUN OR A HANGOVER. IT HAPPENS I GUESS. HOPEFULLY THIS NEXT WEEK WONT KILL ME AGAIN. NEXT WEEK WILL BE THE LAST ENTRY FOR THIS MONTH! WOW! THATLL BE LIKE. . NEAR 2 MONTHS OF HAVING THIS SITE. I HOPE TO KEEP UPDATING IT FOR MANY MORE! SO LONG SUCKERZ!

TRAVIS, YOUR EPIC WEBMASTER

AHHH IM BACK AGAIN ITS ME AGAIN. LET ME SEE WHAT IVE GOT TO TALK ABOUT THIS WEEK. HMM. PRETTY COOL THING HAPPENED THE OTHER DAY, MORE THOUGHTS ON IDW, MENTAL HEALTH WEIRDNESS, TRANSGENDER WEIRDNESS. . SURPRISINGLY A DECENT AMOUNT YEAH.


ILL START WITH THE GOOD STUFF! I GOT INVITED TO A MINECRAFT REALM. IM OUTING MYSELF AS THE FOREVER LONELY WITH MY EXCITEMENT ABOUT SUCH A THING, SURE, BUT ITS NICE. THE ONLY OTHER TIME THAT HAPPENED TO ME WAS IN A BUGSNAX KINNIE SERVER AND WELL WE KNOW HOW PLENTY OF KIN FOLK END UP BEING SO THAT ENDED BADLY. AND QUICKLY. ITS NICE TO BE IN ANOTHER WITH DECENT PEOPLE, MOSTLY FRIENDS OF MY FRIEND WHO INVITED ME BUT I DONT MIND AS LONG AS THEYRE NICE (THEY ARE.) ITS SO COOL WHAT KINDA STUFF CAN BE BUILT UP WHEN YOU HAVE A LOT OF PEOPLE DEDICATED TO SOMETHING. ITS NICE LIVING IN A LITTLE TOWN LIKE ENVIRONMENT IN MINECRAFT. MAKES THE GAME FUN AGAIN. SO FAR MY CONTRIBUTION HAS ONLY BEEN MY BASE MOSTLY BUUUT I ONLY STARTED A COUPLE DAYS AGO. IM EXCITED TO DO MORE IN THE WORLD.


NOOOOW IDW. IM ENJOYING IT, ITS SO GOOD ALREADY. I JUST GOT TO SPOTLIGHT MIRAGE. THE PLOT TOOK A BIT OF A GRIM TURN WHICH IM A HUGE FAN OF, SPOILERS FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO GET INTO IT FROM HERE. ID HEARD ABOUT THE WHOLE SUNSTREAKER GETS HIS HEAD STOLEN FOR WEIRD FUCKED UP SCIENCE BUT IT STILL MADE ME HAVE A DAMN MOMENT. IDK MAN THE REVEAL OF HIM BEING A DISEMBODIED HEAD AND BEGGING TO BE KILLED IS A PRETTY HORRIFYING THING TO ME. ITS ALRIGHT THOUGH HE GOT IT BACK ITS OKAY. I ALSO LOVED THE DINOBOTS COMICS A WHOLE LOT, IM REALLY HAPPY TO FINALLY SEE HOW GRIMLOCK INTERACTS WITH THE DINOBOTS AND MORE OF HIS ACTUAL PERSONALITY SINCE IN MTMTE HE MOSTLY IS A VERY SUBDUED VERSION OF WHO HE IS. AND IT PRETTY MUCH WAS WHAT I WAS HOPING, BUNCH OF TOUGH GUYS WHO CANT HELP BUT CARE FOR EACH OTHER A WHOLE LOT. I LIKE THAT STUFF I CANT HELP IT. THE ONLY THING I DONT LIKE IS HOW THEY EARLY ON HANDLED ARCEE BEING TRANS. SHE DOESNT TRANSITION FROM HER OWN FREE WILL INITIALLY, HER ENTIRE EARLY ARC IS JUST “I WAS FORCED TO BE A WOMAN NOW IM INSANE AND EVIL AND WANT TO KILL THE GUY THAT DID IT” WHICH IS. . . BAD. SO SO FUCKIN BAD. I HEARD THEY CHANGE IT LATER TO BE BETTER SO IM HOLDING OUT HOPE, ESPECIALLY WITH HOW WELL LATER TRANSFEMS WERE HANDLED IN THE SAME COMIC RUN, BUT FOR NOW. . . SITTING HERE LIKE “YEAH UHH WHAT THE FUCK.”


MID WRITING THIS I LEARNED THE TRAILER FOR THE NEW SPLATOON CATALOGUE SEASON DROPPED. PRETTY EXCITING! IM MOST EXCITED TO SEE HOW THOSE NEW WEAPONS PLAY, AND THE FACT YOU CAN FIGHT ALL 3 KING SALMONS AT ONE TIME NOW. IM ALSO REAL EXCITED TO SEE MORE BAND LORE, WERE GETTING SASHIMORI BACK THIS SEASON FINALLY AND IM REALLY EXCITED TO SEE HOW THEYVE CHANGED SINCE SPLATOON 2, ESPECIALLY PAUL. MY BOY ALL GROWN UP. . . WAOW. . . YOU SHOULD ADD ME ON SWITCH ACTUALLY. I DONT PLAY SPLATOON ALL TOO MUCH THESE DAYS BUT I OFTEN COME BACK TO GAMES I LIKE AND START PLAYING A TON AGAIN OUTTA NOWHERE SO WHO KNOWS! YOU MIGHT CATCH ME PLAYING AND WE CAN HAVE A MATCH TOGETHER. OHH AND I DO ACTUALLY PLAY A LOT MORE IN SPLATFEST SO IF YOU SHARE A TEAM WITH ME AT ANY POINT FEEL FREE TO JOIN ME THEN TOO. SW-3972-4038-6117.


TOMORROW WERE CELEBRATING MY MUMS BIRTHDAY. ITS NOT THE ACTUAL DAY MIND YOU, BUT SHE NEVER REALLY HAS CELEBRATED ON THE ACTUAL DAY AS LONG AS IVE BEEN ALIVE. I WONDER IF THATS WHY I NEVER REMEMBER THE ACTUAL DAY AND ONLY THE MONTH. . . HM. LIKE IVE SAID IN ONE OF THE PREVIOUS ENTRIES, ITS NOT GONNA BE MUCH SPECIAL, JUST ALCOHOL AND TAKEOUT. ILL PROBABLY JUST MESS AROUND AND HANG OUT WITH MY PALS IN MY ROOM AFTER A BIT HONESTLY LOL. GONNA BE TRYING THE PEAR FLAVOUR OF A CIDER BRAND IM A FAN OF. . . MY FRIEND SAID IT WAS GOOD WHEN HE TRIED IT SO I HOPE ILL ENJOY IT AS MUCH.


NOW FOR SOME MM BAD THINGS. IM CURRENTLY IN A PRETTY BAD OCD FLARE UP RIGHT NOW. IM MOSTLY PURE O SO NOTHING PEOPLE USUALLY COME TO EXPECT, BUT ITS ROUGH STILL. MOSTLY JUST GOOGLE AND RUMINATION. BAD ANXIETY FROM THE INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS AGAIN. ITS KINDA CYCLING BETWEEN 2 OF MY THEMES CURRENTLY, WHICH SUCKS. IM SURE ILL BE OKAY, SATURDAY IM GOING ON CALL WITH MY THERAPIST AND MUM AND WERE GONNA TALK ABOUT SEEING IF MY THERAPIST CAN PUSH FOR MY ANTIDEPRESSANTS TO BE UPPED. THEY HAVENT WORKED IN A GOOD FEW YEARS BY NOW, ITS BEEN PRETTY ROUGH. BUT IM SURVIVING. CALL ME THE ROACHBOY.


DYSPHORIA HAS BEEN PRETTY PRESENT TOO. A GOOD BUNCH OF THINGS REALLY. SOME SOCIAL STUFF AND SOME PHYSICAL STUFF, MAINLY CHEST STUFF AND HOW I SOUND. JUST GIVES ME THAT AWFUL WEIRD FEELING ON TOP OF EVERYTHING ELSE. I DO MY BEST TO DISTRACT WHEN POSSIBLE BUT IT DOESNT PERMANENTLY FIX IT ALL, THINGS LIKE GOING TO BED ARE PRETTY HARD BECAUSE I END UP OVERLY AWARE OF MY CHEST AT TIMES AND IT JUST MAKES ME START WRITHING. SUCKS. I HOPE THINGS CAN LOOK UP SOON ENOUGH WITH IT ALL.


I THINK THAT THIS IS IT FOR THIS WEEK. I HOPE YOUR TOMORROW WILL BE GOOD LIKE MINE IS LOOKING TO BE.

TRAVIS, YOUR EPIC WEBMASTER

ANOTHER ONE OF THESE WOWEE. IVE DECIDED IM GOING GO TRY AND AIM FOR MAKING AN ENTRY HERE AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK IF POSSIBLE. IT WONT BE ANYTHING BIG IN ANY OF THEM 90% OF THE TIME BECAUSE MY LIFE IS VERY BORING, THOUGH, BUT ITS FOR ME FIRST AND FOREMOST REALLY SO I SUPPOSE ITS OKAY. IVE TRIED SO MANY TIMES THESE PAST FEW YEARS TO START KEEPING SOME KINDA JOURNAL OR WHATEVER, EACH ATTEMPT ONLY LASTING ABOUT A FEW WEEKS AT MOST BEFORE I GAVE THE HABIT UP, BUT I FIGURE IT BEING INCORPORATED INTO A PROJECT LIKE THIS SITE THAT IM ACTUALLY INVESTED IN KEEPING UP WITH LONG TERM MIGHT HELP ME.


IN GOOD NEWS, MY MOOD SINCE LAST WEEK HAS TURNED UP A LITTLE. IM STILL NOT THE BEST RIGHT NOW, BUT ITS BEARABLE. ILL LIVE. IVE NOT DONE TOO MUCH CRAZY THIS WEEK TBH! SOME ART BUT MOSTLY JUST RELAXING. READING TRANSFORMERS IDW SLOWLY BUT SURELY, MESSING AROUND WITH MY FRIENDS,PLAYING SOME GAMES.


IM NOT SURE WHERE THIS IS COMING FROM IN ME, BUT I SUPPOSE THIS IS A GOOD THING, I PLAN ON ENTERING AND HAVE ENTERED A ZINE OR 2 IN RECENT TIMES. THE FIRST ONE IM ALREADY IN AND HAVE ART FINISHED FOR, ITS A FURRY CENTRIC ZINE, AND NOW ITS JUST A CASE OF WAITING FOR BEING ALLOWED TO SUBMIT IT. THE SECOND IS A TRANSFORMERS ZINE THAT ACTUALLY OPENS APPS TOMORROW OVERALL, THE BAR SEEMS LIKE IT’LL BE PRETTY HIGH BUT I THINK HAVING THE CONFIDENCE NOW TO AT LEAST TRY OUT ENTERING THIS IS A GOOD SIGN FOR ME? BEEN PICKING OUT MY ART TO PUT IN THE SUBMISSION FORM FOR TOMORROW LOL. THINK I HAVE PLENTY THATS WORTH SHOWING LUCKILY. LETS HOPE IT GOES WELL!


NOT SURE I HAVE TOO MUCH RIGHT NOW TO SAY ABOUT IDW, SINCE IM STILL EARLY ON IN, BUT IM ALREADY PRETTY INVESTED AND I LOVE HOW RATCHET INTERACTS WITH THE HUMAN CHARACTERS SO FAR. ALSO THE PANELS OF HOT ROD HOLDING THE ONE GUY ARE SILLY AS HELL. I WISH THAT WERE ME I MEAN WHAT. WHO SAID THAT. WELL ANYWAYS IM EXCITED TO SEE THE REST OF IT, I ALREADY KNOW MTMTE AND I LOVE THAT PART AND I THINK THE EARLIER IDW COMICS WILL HOLD UP TO THAT BASED ON MY IMPRESSIONS SO FAR


UHHR WHAT ELSE CAN I TALK ABOUT. . . HMMMMMMMM. . . I WENT ON A WALK THE OTHER DAY. NOTHING SPECIAL BUT IT WAS NICE REGARDLESS. NIGHTTIME WALKS ARE UNBEATABLE. ITS ALWAYS PRETTY AS HELL. I SHOULD DO IT MORE MAYBE. BUT GETTING OUT IS MOSTLY HARD FOR ME SO IDK. . .THIS IS KINDA ALL I CAN REALLY THINK TO SAY FOR NOW THOUGH SO I GUESS ILL JUST LEAVE IT THERE. ILL BE BACK NEXT THURSDAY AND PROBABLY EVERY THURSDAY AFTER THAT. . .SO THATS IT, BASICALLY.

TRAVIS, YOUR EPIC WEBMASTER

WELL HAPPY MAY TO YOU GUYS. UNFORTUNATELY IM GETTING THIS MONTH OFF TO A BAD START BUT ILL SAVE THAT FOR LATER. FOR NOW LETS SEE WHATS HAPPENING THIS MONTH IN MY WORLD . . . WHICH ISNT A LOT. ITS MY MUMS BITHDAY THIS MONTH. IM NOT GOING TO SAY EXACT DATES BECAUSE TO BE HONEST? I FORGOT. IM UTTERLY AWFUL WITH BIRTHDAYS, ITS SERIOUSLY SO BAD. BUT ITS ALRIGHT YEAH? WHEN IT ROLLS AROUND WE’RE PROBABLY GONNA GET SOME DRINKS AND NICE FOOD, NOTHING MUCH, MY MUM JUST LIKES TO REST AROUND HER BIRTHDAY AND SHE GOT TIME OFF FOR IT. THATS PRETTY MUCH ALL FOR SIGNIFICANT EVENTS THIS MONTH.


IN A SMALLER EVENT, MY FLAME TOYS RODIMUS MIGHT BE COMING THIS MONTH TOO, IM SUPER EXCITED ABOUT IT. I FOUND OUT HE WAS BEING REISSUED IN FEBUARY AND ORDERED HIM SO FAST, HE’S MY FAVOURITE TRANSFORMER AND MY FAVOURITE ITERATION OF HIM ALTOGETHER SO IM PRETTY HAPPY I GET TO OWN THE FIGURE OF HIM. THE CRAZY PRICED ONE WOULDVE BEEN COOL TOO BUT I MEAN, I DONT HAVE THAT FUCKING MONEY AND NEVER WILL SO. . . FLAMETOYS MODEL KIT IT IS!


I FINISHED HEADMASTERS RECENTLY, UHH. . . WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT THAT THAT I HAVENT SAID ALREADY. IT KINDA HAS THE SAME TONE THROUGHOUT HONESTLY. SIXSHOT IS EASILY THE BEST CHARACTER IN THIS CONTINUITY, I LIKED A LOT WHEN HE MADE FRIENDS WITH DANIEL AND WOULD DROP PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING FOR THE SAKE OF PROTECTING HIM. THAT WAS CUTE. I’D HONESTLY LIKE IF THEY DID SOMETHING LIKE THAT MORE, MAKE CONS GET ATTACHED TO A HUMAN LIKE THAT AND START BECOMING NICER. KINDA LIKE EARTHSPARK MEGATRON IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT. LOL. THE ENDING WAS BALLS THOUGH. WHY DID EVEN WHEELIE JUST UP AND LEAVE DANIEL LIKE THAT MAN! THEY WERE LIKE BROTHERS THE WHOLE THING AND HE JUST LEAVES. EVERYONE LEAVES HIM AND NOT ONLY THAT, HE SEES SO MANY FRIENDS DIE OR NEARLY DIE THE ENTIRE SHOW LONG. THEY HATED THAT KID FR HE NEEDS SO MUCH THERAPY AFTER ALL OF THAT. IM STARTING ON IDW 1 PROPERLY NOW, YEAH IM ONE OF THE FOLKS WHO READ MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE (DO NOT DO THIS. BAD STARTING POINT. GOOD COMIC, BAD STARTING POINT WHEN YOU DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT TF) IM NOT TOO FAR INTO IT YET, I JUST FINISHED STORMBRINGER BUT I KNOW IM GONNA LIKE IT FROM WHAT IVE SEEN SO FAR. I THINK THE COMIC CONTINUITY IS BY FAR MY FAVOURITE AND IM EXCITED TO GET THE FULL PICTURE OF IT NOW.


WHAT ELSE CAN I TALK ABOUT. . . NOT TOO MUCH, REALLY. IVE HIT A REAL BAD ROUGH PATCH AS OF RECENT. I GUESS ITS HEAVY SO DONT READ BEYOND THIS POINT IF YOU DONT WANT TOO SEE A RANDOM MAN ON THE INTERNET WHINE LIKE A LITTLE KID ABOUT EMO SHIT I GUESS. IVE BEEN FEELING REAL LOW, IM STRUGGLING TO HAVE THE ENERGY TO DO OR THINK ABOUT MUCH RECENTLY, WHICH IS PRETTY SCARY IF IM BEING HONEST. IM AT MY BEST WHEN I FEEL LIKE BEING CREATIVE. IM STRUGGLING TO FEEL ENOUGH FOR FOLKS AROUND ME AGAIN, THAT VOICE IN THE BACK OF MY MIND TELLING ME THAT I DISAPPOINT AND SUCH. YOU KNOW HOW DEPRESSION IS. ITS GOTTEN TO SOME PRETTY DRASTIC TERRITORIES RECENTLY TO BE HONEST. I MIGHT NEED TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE AGAIN, I WONDER IF MY NAN WOULD BE UP FOR ME VISITING FOR A BIT AGAIN. . . IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE A BIT. OR AT LEAST STARTS HELPING ME GET ON TRACK AGAIN. I CANT WAIT FOR THIS TO PASS. IM TIRED. ITS NOT A GOOD PLACE TO BE IN AT ALL. IM DOING MY BEST TO HANDLE IT THIS TIME SINCE I KNOW THE PATTERN BY NOW, SO I CAN CURB MY ANXIETY ABOUT IT AND NOT SPIRAL SO HARD, BUT ITS STILL PROVING VERY DIFFICULT. ITS NOT A GOOD PLACE TO BE AT AT ALL. I HOPE IT DISAPPEARS SOON.


AND THATS PROBABLY WHERE IM GONNA LEAVE THIS AT, FOR NOW. SEE YA!

TRAVIS, YOUR EPIC WEBMASTER