WELCOME TO THE HALL

SUMMERS COMING, FUCK THAT

DATE:4/27/2024 MOOD:COULD BE BETTER



WEEEELL HI! SECOND ONE TO THIS PAGE, TECHNICALLY FIRST IF WE DONT COUNT WHAT BOILS DOWN TO A QUICK TEST (WHICH, HONESTLY, THAT ITERATION OF THE PAGE KINDA SUCKED. LOL.)
THAT ALL ASIDE THOUGH, THIS ENTRY SPECIFICALLY, NOT SUPER DEDICATED TO MUCH, JUST A RAMBLE ABOUT WHAT IVE BEEN DOING OUTSIDE OF THE SITE RECENTLY, SOME HYPERFIXATION LIKE RAMBLINGS, AND ME DUNKING ON LONG BRIGHT N WARM DAYS.
RECENTLY FEELS LIKE I HAVE SOME KIND OF ACCIDENTAL ROUTINE, RIGHT NOW. IT WONT STICK, THESE THINGS ALWAYS JUST COME N GO, BUT RECENTLY ITS BEEN WAKE UP, GET ON MY LAPTOP, PLAY SOME STARDEW VALLEY, MAYBE DO SOME STUFF ON NEOCITIES, WATCH THE TRANSFORMERS HEADMASTERS CARTOON, MAYBE DRAW OR AT LEAST TRY TO, THEN GO TO SLEEP ONCE IM TOO TIRED. PROBABLY SOUNDS LIKE FUN TO MOST, YEAH, BUT I GOT MENTAL ILLNESS ENOUGH TO KEEP ME OUT OF WORK SO IM SURE YOU CAN GATHER THAT MY INTERNAL WORLD FEELS UTTERLY DIFFERENT TO WHAT THE EXTERNAL IS. ASIDE FROM THAT THOUGH IVE BEEN IN THERAPY AND SUPPORT GROUPS N ALL THAT. THEYRE PRETTY GOOD.


MY STARDEW VALLEY SAVE IS GOING REAL GOOD BY THE WAY, LETS TALK ABOUT THAT! IM ONLY ON YEAR 2 SO FAR, I HAVE CHICKENS N COWS, THE DESERT AND IVE MADE DECENT PROGRESS ON THE COMMUNITY CENTER. I LIKE THIS GAME FOR THE SAME REASON MINECRAFT GETS ME HONESTLY, I LIKE THE BUILDING UP FROM SCRATCH AND YOU DONT HAVE ANY RULES TO STICK BY FOR HOW YOU DO THAT. ITS OF COURSE NOT A 1:1 OF MINECRAFT THOUGH, ITS VERY MUCH ITS OWN THING AND I REALLY DIG WHAT IT IS.


NOW I WANNA TALK ABOUT TRANSFORMERS HEADMASTERS! ITS INTERESTING ILL SAY AS MUCH. ITS FAR FROM THE BEST WRITING IN TRANSFORMERS, IN FACT SO MUCH OF IT FEELS UTTERLY CONFUSING. BUT I ENJOY IT REGARDLESS, IM A PROFESSIONAL MEDIOCRE MEDIA ENJOYER AFTERALL. ITS REALLY HONESTLY INTERESTING, AS SOMEONE WHOS FIRST, AND FAVOURITE CONTINUITY OVERALL, IS THE IDW2005 COMICS, MTMTE/LL ESPECIALLY, SEEING THE FIRST PROPER INCARNATION OF BOTH BRAINSTORM AND CHROMEDOME AS CHARACTERS. IM SURE ILL SAY THE SAME FOR MISFIRE TOO BUT WHERE IM AT CURRENTLY HE HASNT DONE MUCH OTHER THAN SHOW UP. ITS SUPER FUCKING WEIRD SEEING CHROMEDOME, A CHARACTER WHOS COMPLETELY JUST A GAY MAN IN MY MIND, VAGUELY CHASE AFTER WOMEN. I KINDA HATE IT BUT THIS IS AN 80S SHOW SO YOU CANT REALLY EXPECT MUCH DIFFERENT FROM IT I GUESS. REALLY WEIRD TO SEE BOTH BRAINSTORM AND CHROMEDOME AS MAINLY FIGHTER CHARACTERS TOO, IN MTMTE THEYRE SO OPPOSITE TO THAT, BOTH IN BEHIND THE SCENES STUFF, MAKING WEAPONS OR GETTING IN PEOPLES HEADS, KINDA MAKES ME MAD THAT BRAINSTORM ISNT HOW IM USED TO HIM BEING ASIDE FROM THE ODD MOMENT HONESTLY. WHERE IS MY GOOFY ASS AUTISTIC SCIENTIST WHO LITERALLY CREATED THE MULTIVERSE IN ATTEMPT TO SAVE HIS CRUSH MAN. WHAT THE HELL. IM GOING ON FOREVER ABOUT THIS SORRY, ILL, WRAP THIS PART UP REAL QUICK. FINAL THING TO SAY ABOUT IT IS THAT DESPITE IT BEING KINDA..EH AS A SHOW, THE MUSIC IS ABSURDLY GOOD. AND IT HAS THE G1 ARTSTYLE WHICH IM GLAD FOR, I LOVE THE OG TOONS STYLE.


OK OK, ALL THAT ASIDE NOW, IM GONNA RANT ABOUT HOW MUCH I DONT LIKE SUMMER. I FEEL IT CLOSING IN EVEN THOUGH ITS ONLY SPRING. MAYBE I SOUND MISERABLE, I DUNNO, BUT IT JUST MAKES ME SO IRRITABLE AND SAD FOR SO MANY REASONS. ITS TOO HOT IS THE FIRST THING, I GET SWEATY EASILY, AND IT MAKES ME SUPER ITCHY. THE HEAT ITSELF FEELS OPPRESSIVE AS HELL. THEN THERES JUST HOW BRIGHT THE SUN IS, SEE I GOT THAT KINDA NEURODIVERGENCE THAT MEANS I DESPISE THE NATURAL AND BIG LIGHT. ITS PRACTICALLY INESCAPABLE IN SUMMERTIME, MADE EVEN WORSE BY THE DAYLIGHTS LENGTH. ITS NOT DARK EARLY ANYMORE, SO EVEN IN THE LATER EVENING ITS BLAZING ON THROUGH MY WINDOW. CALL ME MISERABLE OR WHAT THE FUCK EVER BUT I JUST CANNOT LIKE SUMMERTIME. GIVE ME MY AUTUMN/WINTER TIME. ITS A SHAME TOO BECAUSE, HONESTLY, IF THE WEATHER DIDNT FEEL SO OPPRESSIVE THIS SEASON AND MESS WITH ME EMOTIONALLY, ID PROBABLY LIKE IT A WHOLE LOT. SUMMER HAS NICE AESTHETICS ASSOCIATED WITH IT N ALL, BRIGHT COLOURS, LOUD PLACES, FUN PATTERNS.. I COULD GO ON. BUT I WONT.


THATS PRETTY MUCH ALL I HAVE TO PUT FOR NOW. NEXT TIME I PUT SOMETHING DOWN WILL BE MAY PROBABLY, ITS GETTING SUPER CLOSE N ALL THAT. ER BYE!


TRAVIS, YOUR EPIC WEBMASTER




FIRST ONE! WOWZERS!

DATE:4/20/2024 MOOD:ughuhguh



well hih hello its 4/20 bbut im not high im drink weed is not legal here. thisis my first entry to this page and up fuck i think im too fucked up to do anytginh spectacular rn.. bye